I have been feeling very bad for my attitude especially the recent one that led to this post. Please don’t bash me. Read this with an open mind.
I’m a lady and this is my confession.
I am really regretting my past deeds. I pushed him to the wall. He loved me but I paid him back with pains.
I know what it means for one party to be conscious of their words while the other isn’t always like that. I am really regretting my actions right now. I shouted at him. I hurt him badly. I made him feel worthless. I wronged him. I frustrated him so much that he can no longer tolerate me again.
Please, how can I get him back?.
I miss him so much. I miss the real him. I miss hid jovial part. I miss his childish ways of life. The way touches me and make me feel loved even when we aren’t together in the same place.
I am fond of being with him. I am so fond of playing with him. I don’t want to miss those naughty plays with him. I’ll go crazy if he leaves me for a moment.
I am so used to opening up to him. I am so used to being naked with him. He’s my best friend. My companion. My father. My brother. My son. My play mate. My touch mate. My cute mate.
I miss the jovial acts in him.
Ever since this incidence started, he has refused to take me back as a friend. He no longer call me in the morning. He no longer call me pet names. I am now like a total stranger to him. He isn’t close to me again.He now sees me as a monster.
Please how can I bring him closer to me?
I went to the extreme of taking actions that has landed me into trouble.
Yes. He explained his reasons for not coming home. I know that it’s because of his state of finances and all. But it’s still not easy being without someone you cherish so much and have lived with.
I am so into him. Yes, when it all happened, I didn’t take things easy with him. I said hurtful words to him. It doesn’t mean that I am not a wife material. I am. It’s just that my weakness is my cross. And I know that he has tolerated me a lot.
I am not stubborn. I am not mad. I am not violent. I have learnt a lot. I have learnt my lesson.
Please don’t hurt me the more.
I am sick. I can’t walk well. I am short of blood. Because each time I stand or walk, I feel like I’m just going to fall soon. I am really sorry. Please. My head is aching. My tummy is hurting. I am feeling pain all over. I feel that I am just about to lose him.
Yes my mouth got me into trouble. And I know that. He brought our mothers into this very matter. That means it has really gone beyond his power.
Please cover my weakness.
I can’t afford to do the things we usually do together. I want him. And I need him so badly. If he leaves me or distance himself from me, I might do something silly to myself.
I don’t want to be called his ex. I have been called someone else’s ex. I do not want to be called his. I want him because he’s the bone of my bone and the flesh of my flesh.
I take away every form of pride and arrogance. Please accept my apology.
My heart is bleeding. My heart is crying day by day. I have been advised by my mother never to be rude to a man again most especially to him.
I am becoming lean because I have no appetite. I have lost my appetite for food.
Okay. Let’s assume that he wants me to pay seriously for my deeds, but he shouldn’t go too far on me. I am losing hope already. I am weary already. Everyday I wake up, I feel like I am dreaming.
I am so lonely. I can’t work this journey all alone.
I wish him the very best. I never wish to see him go through pain. Yes! I overreacted. But I am promising him that it will never happen again.
I still feel pains all over my body. I am not saying he’s the cause. Please don’t get me wrong. He has done nothing. I just need him to show me love.
I wake up every day still thinking that I’m dreaming. I have really learnt a lot from him. He really built me to be an independent woman.
My mother loves him. My father is not excluded. My siblings are also involved. They are all looking forward to the day he will put that ring on my finger. He changed a lot of things in me. He changed my life completely.
Each time I think of him, my heart beats wrongly. I am dying. I am about to do something terrible to myself. I can’t love any other person like him.
He made me a full grown woman. I’m looking womanly right now. If he leaves me now, I’m going to miss him so much. His face. His sweet hands.
Please come back to me love. I love you so much.
He gives me food when I am hungry. He clothes me whenever am naked. Whenever am sick, he gives me the best care. Whenever I am so occupied with house chores, he gives me an helping hand.
With him, I’m just a girl that needs to be loved. I love him so much. Please accept me back as your sister and as your better half.